Fixing What They Can't See

       The beepings arrived just as the air crew began the safety briefing. I scanned the messages, switched off my phone and wept throughout the 90-minute flight from Dubai to Calfornia.These were tears neither of grief nor joy, but of something harder to define. 

      

    I have learned  to cope by supressing sadness,anger,depression and frustrating emotions.I thought staying strong all by myself will make me get better but i was so wrong. Finally, my fears have been exposed for all to see.I have been married to John for 6 years now and initially ..everything seemed good...sooner than i expected...it turned out to be a nightmare.Complaints to the Federal Court are publicly viewable. I suspected that breaking news of my legal action would inflict further damage on my reputation, and I was right.

      Falling back on my friends looking for comfort is the last thing on my mind.From my observations,they love acting all cool outside while many issues lies unresolved behind the curtain.No matter the outcome of this case,am not going back to that country any more.


      Giving advice is the easiest thing everybody can give,trying to fix what they don't understand.